Saturday, September 20, 2008

HARDER BETTER FASTER STRONGER







Th-th-that that don't kill me
Can only make me stronger
I need you to hurry up now
Cause I can't wait much longer
I know I got to be right now
Cause I can't get much wronger
Man I been waitin' all night now
That's how long I've been on ya


Monday, September 15, 2008

Mondays truly are a bitch

What a day. Tiring fucking overtime and bad news all around. I hate it. It kills me. I need to look for a new job right away and try to raise any self respect I have left. I learned a great deal today. I learned that no matter how much you try, people still judge you by their first impressions. I hope they fucking go to hell.
To top it all off, my girlfriend went apeshit on my ass. She hung up on me. Just like before. When I have problems, you guessed what comes next. She's nowhere to be found. What's new!?! I should be used to it now after 6 years of hell and a bit of enjoyment but overall, it's been pretty fucked up from the start. I don't know what the hell I'm thinking when...hahaha This Hong Kong dream of mine is becoming exactly that- only a dream. It would never become a reality. Not with all this shit I'm dealing with. Sometimes I wonder if everything I've been through is worth all this shit.
I think I'm THISCLOSE to going fucking bananas. I am on the verge of a nervous breakdown. I am hanging by the slightest margin to my sanity. I hate this life. If only I could end this shit and get a new one...

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Gweilo


I came across this book titled "Gweilo" by Martin Booth. In this book, Booth recounts his childhood from when he was 7 years old until 10 living in Hong Kong. It was very nostalgic reading this piece of literature. Being a China Hand, I envy Booth's childhood adventures; exploring the streets of Mong Kok, discovering wartime relics at the Peak, frolicking in the beaches of Hong Kong, trying boiled beetles and the like, he just never ran out of adventures. I could only wish I had half the childhood that he had.
The curious thing was how he remembered all this this vividly and at such a young age his curiosity and powers of observation were very perceptive. Nevertheless, the memoir was entertaining, funny and above all, worth reading.
I give it a five out of five.
This book was written as a memoir after the author was diagnosed with brain cancer. He wrote it for his children. Martin Booth died shortly after completing the book in February 2004.
Upon reading the book, my passion to move to Hong Kong is as alive as ever. I am now really preapred and will do anything possible to move to Hong Kong, my dream city.