What a day. Tiring fucking overtime and bad news all around. I hate it. It kills me. I need to look for a new job right away and try to raise any self respect I have left. I learned a great deal today. I learned that no matter how much you try, people still judge you by their first impressions. I hope they fucking go to hell.
To top it all off, my girlfriend went apeshit on my ass. She hung up on me. Just like before. When I have problems, you guessed what comes next. She's nowhere to be found. What's new!?! I should be used to it now after 6 years of hell and a bit of enjoyment but overall, it's been pretty fucked up from the start. I don't know what the hell I'm thinking when...hahaha This Hong Kong dream of mine is becoming exactly that- only a dream. It would never become a reality. Not with all this shit I'm dealing with. Sometimes I wonder if everything I've been through is worth all this shit.
I think I'm THISCLOSE to going fucking bananas. I am on the verge of a nervous breakdown. I am hanging by the slightest margin to my sanity. I hate this life. If only I could end this shit and get a new one...
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